In some periods of life it feels like you’ve got so much going on that you can barely breath..
I’ve been dealing with these issues that made me wanna have faith that everything happens for a reason. It felt like that faith kept me going and helped me keep my head over the water. But now, I feel like I am drowning..
Every person has an individual amount of capacity for things going on in life at the same time. And in my case that capacity is a glass. I already felt like my glass was full, but now, just now, the glass is overflowing.
I’m not sure what to do, my calm and peace that I had last week just ran away and “The Why” entered with a bang! I feel like screaming to the heavens, “God, didn’t I have enough on my plate?”
Last week I bragged about how I had changed my mindset to having faith, because even though I felt like walking through a storm I was happy somehow in my heart. But now – I, a weak human being, let “The Why” jump in and take over my mind.
Right now, I feel that I am the only person who gives advice that I can’t follow myself, but this happens to everybody I guess.
Sometimes we figure out something, but it takes time and practice to be really good at it. Nobody is perfect, we can only try to be better at our flaws. Nobody can change in a day, it’s a work in progress. I am a work in progress and even though my glass is overflowing, I will try to remind myself to have faith and accept that I may fail. I’ll just have to keep trying and trying till I succeed.
Keep trying !